9:25:12 PM): after I talked to you I caught the late train
9:25:18 PM): then went to the acme
9:25:30 PM): got stuff but the lines were long b/c the self checkout was closed
9:25:35 PM): so I left my stuff - lettuce, yogurts, in with the fridged packages of fresh raspberries
9:25:42 PM): got in my car and screamed, yeah well…
9:25:58 PM): cried on way home. determined.
9:26:07 PM): but I dunno…then I stopped

– here you said, “oh fuck” — don’t you love a good non-therapeutic response?!

9:26:19 PM): I felt more like standing up to the challenge
9:26:22 PM): you know like…
9:26:30 PM): when the wind blows really hard
9:26:34 PM): and you don’t run for shelter
9:26:45 PM): you lean into it instead and let it energize you?
9:26:53 PM): that’s what it felt like
9:27:08 PM): have you ever watched crows in a storm?
9:27:23 PM): they are crazy in love with an impossible wind, watch them
9:27:26 PM): they’re amazing
9:27:34 PM): if it’s wild, they’re out in it. they’re drawn to it.
9:27:41 PM): swooping, diving
9:27:51 PM): playing in chaos